Nothing new to see here, people!

I wanted to go out drinking earlier (it’s nighttime where I am). Like really, really, I-am-missing-out-on-all-the-fun-I-think-I’ve-proven-my-point-now wanted to. Oh-fuck-it-just-tonight wanted to. Nobody-even-really-knows-you’ve-quit-so-what’s-the-big-deal wanted to. As-if-you’re-gonna-keep-this-up-forever-you’re-fooling-nobody wanted to.

I didn’t.

It’s midnight now, and therefore a new day.Β I already feel relieved that I didn’t drink. As I always eventually do.

And on and on it goes.

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12 thoughts on “Nothing new to see here, people!

  1. I admire your will power young one! At your age I am almost certain I could not have done it. Here you are proving to yourself time and time again, it can be done πŸ™‚ Love to read your blog and see your strength.

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